mood study

Assalamu'alaikum

Ada seorg sahabat berkata "bg sy mood stdy skit" kpd sy td. 

Ni mood study sy sekarang :(

Utk persoalan yg seperti ini, sy gemar mggunakan perkataan 'TER'. Percayalah, aplikasinya amatlah mluas. Antara contoh yg bleh sy share adalah mudah sahaja, dimana ianya melibatkan kitaran kehidupan seharian kita. 

Yes, mmg sukar utk kita ulangkaji sbenarnya, lbh2 lagi d waktu2 cuti sebegini, walaupun kita tau bhawa bahawasanya ulangkaji merupakan salah 1 daripada cabang pembelajaran, yakni pembelajaran itu sendiri adalah suatu ibadah. 

Namun sy akui, sy sendiri merupakan seorg insan yg amat kerdil, lemah, dan tiada upaya, tidak pula punyai kekuatan utk melaksanakan tanggungjawab sy. Tetapi YA, sy perlu tanamkn 'sesuatu' dlm diri ini spaya dpt sy jadikn sbg sumber tenaga bgi sy menerima tanggungjawab2 yg sy punyai tersebut. Masing2 kna cari la 'sesuatu' itu. Mgkin ia berbeda mengikut pendapat individu walaupun pada sy sbnrnya tidaklah ianya berbeda sgt. 

Berbalik pada 'mood study' tdi. Kita bleh try buat bgini:

Dekat2kanlah diri dgn buku2 skolah yg bkaitan. At least kalau rsa nk TERintai bku klak, ada bku tlh tsedia berhampiran dgn kita.

Biarkanlah bku dlm keadaan yg TERbuka. At least dpt la sesekali TERbaca isi2 d dlm bku2 tersebut.

Biarkanlah sbatang 2 pen / pensel berada dluar kotak pena, juga berhampiran dgn kita. At least dpt la jgak TERtulis sesuatu klak.

Susunlah 'sedikit' soalan2 exam d sekeliling. At least dpt la jgak TERbaca, TERmemahami soalan, TERfikir jawapan, TERcuba menjawab soalan2 yg ada di dalamnya.

Lepak dgn kawan2 yg study. At least dpt la TERdengar perkara2 sekolah dri kawan tu klak, langsung TERdetik utk kita menemaninya dlm perbualan tersebut (mungkin berbalah pendapat, fakta, etc) yg langsung mbolehkn kita TERulangkaji tanpa dsedari.

Lepak2 skit kt PTAR yg bkaitan. At least dpt rehat2 dlm suasana sejuk aircond, tgk gelagat org d sekeliling (ini amat seronok), TERbaca bku2 yg ada byk gambar (x kisahla gmbar bangunan, haiwan, tumbuh2an) kerana ia mndorong kita utk TERdetik kembali pada bku2 skolah kita, Selain dpd TERasa suasana ulangkaji dsekeliling kita.

Cara yg lbih 'halus' plak:

Try pjgkan skit doa lps shalat, selitkn skali pmintaan utk dtg mood study tu.

Try baca spotong dua ayt Quran yg punyai translation spaya insyaAllah bleh tbuka hati nk study.

Try kol org rumah, spaya pulih smula smgt utk lalui final tu, Lbh molek kalau minta org rmh tolong doakn skali utk kita :)

Try minta advice dr kwn2 lain (ni yg kwn sy bt, tp mmg nyesal la dia skrg bla tgk tlalu byk pkara yg nk dbuat utk ada 'mood study' tu td. hahaha), dan lain2 lagi

Apa2 pun marilah sma2 kita berusaha utk berjaya :) InsyaAllah, Graduate On Time (GOT). Tak GOT pun xpa, yg penting try habiskn sisa2 skolah yg alang2 nk habis dh. InsyaAllah kpuasan yg lahir stelah habis skolah d sesetiap peringkat (byk peringkat: spm, stpm / matrik / diploma, digri, master, phd...) stimpal dgn apa yg kita usahakan. Seperkara lgi, jangan pernah puas dalam menuntut ilmu. 

Wallahua'lam. Sekadar berkongsi... Yg baik tu sma2 kita ambik, yg x baik tu biar saja la (molek lagi kalau upgrade yg x baik kepada yg baik. Haaa, mcm mna tu???) 

Ohya, 1 lgi, ni kata2 yg dpetik dr pensyarah, Tuan Haji Nazir Bin Ismail yg berbunyi: 

BETULkan yang BIASA dan BIASAkan yang BETUL

Selami, renungi, fikir2kan & selamat beramal :) 

Wa 'alaikumussalam.

To the "Peak"

May peace be upon you

Peak (instead of using 'pick') a boo it is. Y? (losing some ideas due to the annoyance of "not-so-think-about-surrounding-people" bikers just now) Y U No bike awayyy, far far awayyyy from this silent land u dear annoyance bikers.

About this 'peak', many have known that Euro will  start on another 5 days, Ramadhan will start on another 47 days (God's Will), etc... But for me, it'll be peak due:

þ This coming Tuesday - Friday we're having a study trip to Terengganu, that's means i will prepare the trip's report soon.
þ Lots of class replacements need to be organized since i'm in charged (in my dream), need to pick suitable Venue, Date & Time, which majority other classes will do so. Hence, battle of the classes (in term of obtaining the suitable VDT.
þ Dreadful weeks of tests, submissions, presentations will occur after the trip
þ Welcome back to our 'lovely' final examination weeks (hopefully it'll be our last for this level)
þ Need to report myself to JPA at 30th June. The thing is, my 1st paper will be started at 2th July, so y did we need to report myself earlier than that?
þ Waiting for job interviews
þ Waiting for the final examination result
þ Etc...

Need to endure these several weeks before i can finally be in the 'industry', be a part of the Professional's statistic in Malaysia itself, pay taxes, study loan, etc... A real man's world ! Hopefully, God's Will.

Source: Google [click]

The best part is there'll be Syaaban & Ramadhan sooner. 

Alhamdulillah. Segala puji-pujian bagi Allah Maha Besar pencipta sekalian alam. Setinggi-tinggi kurniaan kpd junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad SAW. Ya Allah, Engkau terimalah taubat kami, terimalah setiap amalan kami, walau sekecil-kecil mana pun ia, Ampunkanlah dan hapuskanlah dosa-dosa dan dosa-dosa kedua ibu bapa yg menjaga kami sejak kami kecil, juga semua umat Islam di dalam dunia ini, samada yg masih hidup mahupun yg telah meninggal dunia Ya Allah, Tuhan yg Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang. Kurniakanlah supaya kami dapat memanfaatkan bulan Rejab, Syaaban, Ramadhan terutamanya dan bulan2 lain Ya Allah. Limpahkanlah hati kami dengan iman, tingkatkanlah keTaqwaan kami kepadaMu Ya Allah, Tuhan yg Maha Esa lagi Maha Berkuasa. Berilah kekuatan kpd kami utk mengamalkan "amar makruf, nahi munkar". Lindungilah kami dr sekecil-kecil kmaksiatan. Peliharalah kami Ya Allah, Tuhan yg Maha Pelindung. Kurniakanlah kami dgn sifat2 Mahmudah dan jauhkanlah kami dpd sifat2 Mazmumah, jauhkanlah kami dpd berbuat zalim. Peliharalah setiap perbuatan, pemikiran, pertuturan, dan hati kami dpd perkara2 yg Engkau murka Ya Allah. Lapangkan lah dada kami utk menerima dan mpelajari ilmu Mu yg tiada thingga byknya Ya Allah. Bantulah dan permudahkan lah kami agar dpt mengamalkn ilmu Mu dan permudahkanlah setiap urusan kami. Lindungilah juga kami dpd Iblis, Syaitan laknatullah dan sekutunya itu. Kurniakanlah kejayaan utk kami d dunia ini hinggalah ke Syurga Mu kelak. Kabulkan doa-doa kami Ya Allah. Susunlah jalan kehidupan kami semua umat Islam, di seluruh dunia, samada yg masih hidup ataupun yg telah meninggal dunia, mengikut susunan yg terbaik yg membolehkan kami  bersama dengan Mu, Nabi Muhammad SAW,  para Rasul AS, dan sluruh ahli Syurga dan menjauhkan kami dpd azab dan siksa dunia, alam kubur, padang Mahsyar, Titian Sirat, terutamanya Neraka Mu yg amat mengerikan itu Ya Allah. Setinggi-tinggi kurniaan kpd junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad SAW. Segala puji-pujian bagi Allah Maha Besar pencipta sekalian alam.

May peace be upon you.  

Confusion

Peace be upon u

This brain of mine is always formulating fantasies, which i would say various. It can be weird, happy, thrill, action, fiction, and many more.

Things in this brain

But lately i've always have a picture of me in various lovey dovey events, fist-fight events, actions like jumping from the cross over to lorries, etc. There's 1 time i'm almost accidentally jump from that cross over due to event / calculation created in my mind countless times.

This is the state of my mind

Abstract is the correct words

Apart from that, i always picture myself working like a true adult, big corporation companies, make millions of income, etc.

On vacation, bills paid by the company :)

The brain keep pushing me away & away from the reality. Maybe i'm afraid of that reality itself, who knows.

Fears outcome from the reality

Anyway, there's a 25 old 'not so adult look' guy, have lots of great friends, on his final semester (insyaAllah), in his 'job-hunting' mode, currently struggling with his own fantasy / reality, single, live just nearby this block.... and apparently that guy is me :) 

May peace be upon u. 

untittled

Assalamu'alaikum

My back pain is killing me

Wslm

untittled

Peace be upon you all

i guess it's not that easy for me to gain my data eh? Due date is on 30th April, but i have to seek my supervisor before 20th April as pre-submission. i still have 5 more interview sessions to be completed which so far seems to be quite impossible to be achieved. i have called many companies, A, B, C, etc., which i guess already over than 20 companies. The best part is, there are not many companies left in Miri, if we're talking about big construction companies. Currently i am nearby my losing state, but i'll still pursue the data until its limit.

God will give test to every person including me. He will only test every person until their limit. i guess i am a strong person after all, hopefully. Please guide and lead me to the right path.

Thank you Allah, thank you for everything.

Somehow...

Peace be upon you

i don't even know what is happening to me currently.

Somehow my heart feel like its going to explode when ever i see her. 

Somehow i feel glad hearing things from her. 

Somehow i've been warmed by her presence.

Somehow i love it when she's teasing me the way do. 

Somehow i'm trying to cover my blushing face in front of her.

Somehow i'm unable to make eye contact with her.

Somehow i'm patiently waiting her for noticing me.

Somehow i'm happy when she's talking with me.

Somehow i'm avoiding things that she hates.

Somehow i'm feel like i want to become tougher in front of her.

Somehow i'm seeing myself in many places with her.

Somehow she's included in my prays.

Somehow i'm hoping the best for her.

There are many 'somehow' happening to me when ever, where ever, she's on my mind. Its been so long since i had these feelings. i'm not making all these up, but sincerely what i feel these days.

Hopefully Allah will blessed me with someone like her, or better than her. After all, Allah knows what's the best for me.

Source: Google

Peace be upon you all

One Man

May peace be upon you all

i haven't update much lately, due to some of my workload, etc. To be honest with, i'm a recent Running Man's (RM) fans okay. Hahaha. My fren (sobi sobi) keep pushing me to watch this show, so i did it in order to favor his request. i get a copy of episode 1 till 82 from him. It took me quite sometime to finish all these episodes & luckily i've just finished it yesterday. There's a thing that i usually do when i got stuffs like series or animes, etc., i tend to finish all that stuffs in shortest period so that i can focus / go on with my actual other things. Hopefully now i can concentrate to my workloads, as well as searching for my love one.

Anyway, here's a song that i felt touched hearing it, by Kim Jong Kook (from RM), called One Man.



One Man


It must've been a long time.
Long enough for these words to become colorless.
Even if i just see your eyes, i know everything.
Like your friend, like your shadow.
We must've been together always.
When you've having hard time and you are sad, even when you're lonely.
Holding onto separation a bit longer, even when i'm hurting to wipe away your tears.

There's a man who loves you so much.
There's a man who can't even say i love you.
By your side i put my hand out and at a path where you can always reach me.
i, who cherishes you more than myself, am with you.

To make you laugh, i think of only that and when and where ever you are, i'm watching you and missing you and who worries of only you.

There's a man who loves you so much.
There's a man who can't even say i love you.
By your side i put my hand out and at a path where you can always reach me.
i, who cherishes you more than myself, am with you.

For the 1000th time i swallow and again for 10000th time i try to set everything straight.
i want to tell you.
i think i'm going to go insane but...
i want to embrace you all at once but...

There's a girl, who doesn't know i'm like this.
Who receives love but doesn't even know that it is love.

Leaving you, who is as foolish as i and sad,
At this moment tears come but i'm happy.
It's because you're by my side.

Great lyrics okay!

Enjoy the song & peace be upon you all. 

The pressure is on!

Peace upon you all

Seems like i won't be able to graduate easily i guess. There are tonnes and tonnes and tonnes of things need to be done in such a short period. Putting aside all this things, i do like this semester a lot, unfortunately its going to be end soon (God's Will).

Hopefully i'm able to graduate in time along with others with flying colors. Currently peeking the real deal, i mean the industry of course, construction industries. There's lots of short & long term plans.

i think currently i am near to this point (Gohan going to 'explode' in  Dragon Ball Z comic no. 34, right after Cyborg No. 16's head destroyed by the complete Cell)

May God give me strength whenever i came to this sort of situations / conditions.


Peace upon you all.

waiting...

Peace upon you all

Guess what? Today will be my 1st day for semester 6. Roarrrrrrrr! Hahaha. Every second of this semester is so tense to me. It's just happen man, maybe the thought of 'must complete the thesis or extend my graduation date' or 'it is now or never' etc.

Anyway, these past two days i felt so tired, like really effing tired until it caused me to sleep maybe about 12 hours per day. i think  the +ve ion surround me is too many until my -ve ion unable to run the equilibrium exercise as it does usually. Hence, i had to sleep in order to overcome the excessive +ve ion inside me.

Lets just keep that in view. The thing is, Mum SMSed me last night regarding my little sis being brought to hospital. She broke her water and currently being held in ward, before she can fully deliver her baby. To tell the truth, i am worried like shoot here. You have no idea how long i waited for that baby to finally join this world him/herself. i'm also hopping my sis & her baby be in great health / condition and get thru this whole delivering process safely.

It'll be my 3rd nephew. i always play with that baby, i often caught his leg / hand when i see it moving, etc. i spent lots of time with my sis for these past 6 / 7 weeks (semester break) while also babysitting my 2nd nephew, Asyraf.

Asyraf looks like my 2nd bro (while he's still baby) at this pic.

* He already missed me right there, her mum said that he sleep after grabbing my cloth. That little man always sleep when i'm hugging him. How i miss him so much! *

He calmly stay there. Grrrrr!

i always 'sniffing' when hugging him

Back to my sis, she'll deliver her baby at anytime now. i'll be waiting for that great  news! This is the 2nd time my nephew delivered right after i'm back to school. i will bite him / her hard after make me waiting this long.

* Beware you kiddo, Uncle gonna bite and bite and bite you so hard until you'll remember it for a long time*

God's Will, i will update more on little sis condition later. Hopefully everything will runs smoothly soon. i will wait patiently right here. Yes, right here. Hence, i'm expecting their call anytime now.

Have a great days ahead guys. Peace upon you all.

Congratulation LFC

Peace Upon You All

Congratulation Liverpool Football Club for being the CHAMPION of the League Cup for their 8th times

As you all might 'just' know, i am a Liverpool Football Club's (LFC) fan. i may not know much about the club, but i sincerely be its fan around 90's, maybe not that long for certain people but who really effing cares about whole fan's duration thingy. as long as you're ON with something, then go for it because its your own decision. Quit listening to 'rubbish' that came out of nowhere just condemn your interest. But do remember, not all 'rubbish' are useless, some of it might able to be 'recycled' or so.

So, LFC finally won a cup after six (6) dramatic years since the FA Cup winning on 2006. Old man Kenny and his Red 'army' are quite 'something' in 'messing' with people's minds and thoughts. i like the fact that some people said to me previously:

"... current Liverpool club is just like a 'little brother' who are shadowed behind their 'big brother' successful achievement and only lived by their name ..." or so.

The quote was said to me after the Suarez - Evra incident. i must admit that i was quite shocked by the statement whereby i'm not messing with their 'team'. i severally defend that things gonna change but they really nailed me hard that day. i just smiling back at them with 'you will see later' look on my face, boldly as that. Some also said to me that:

"... Liverpool is dead without Suarez ..."

Well, suddenly they are wrong after Liverpool's winning 3 - 1 against Newcastle United, and won several matches also without Suarez, that also leads the Reds to FA Cup quarter final and the 8th League Cup's tittle. They've forgotten that football is played by a club, not by a single player only. That sort of thought had also contributed to the wildly immature accusation which not only bad for them, but also bad for the football industry. Quite a misbehave thoughts i'd say, but nevermind, human evolves from their mistakes, including me all the time (about something else).

i'm gonna say this is quite a week for most of 'big' clubs in EPL. Anyway LFC did it again tonight, won their 8th cup's tittle that automatically proves all above thoughts to be effing wrong!

We Will Never Walks Alone

Here's some footage of the winning event, taken from the LFC's players and fans twitters. Hope you all enjoy it :)

Winning parade

Bellamy 

Martin Kelly

Hurrraaaaa

Really love old man's smile

Yeaaaaaaaaaahhhhh

Even Lucas is there

Good night & have a great days ahead guys. Again, congratulation LFC.


Peace upon you all

i'm on war !!!

Assalamu'alaikum

Last night i dreamed of war, engaging whole nations including Malaysia. So i volunteered myself to be trained in camp in order to protect Miri. All things happened in my dream felt real and the situation is a total chaos. i only imagine bullets penetrate my head, body, etc., but despite that fact, i still managed to overcome all the wild imaginations and preparing myself to the D-day.

Our uniform look similar as Rela's form with additional orange stripes all over the place. Yeap, the combination is quite impossible but hey, its only a dream, everything is possible. There's so many drama occurred through the whole dreaming process.

Anyway, we don't get a chance on getting to the front line because i already awake.

The colour kinda look like this but in Rela's uniform

So, have a great day ahead guys.


Wslm

farewell Pinky

Assalamu'alaikum

Just want to farewell to little Pinky, which already lost her ability to produce sound partially (only 1 went wrong).

Little Pinky

You served me well my dear. You deserved to take a loooooooong break.



Wslm

Babysitting...

Assalamu'alaikum

These past few days i haven't had luxury to update this blog with any entry. i'd set a 'framework' on things i want to update originally, but it only stuck in my head.

To tell the truth, i'd been doing a 'job' since i got back into Miri, that is a babysitter, i mean a handsome, talented & passionately loving babysitter. Yes, i do a part time babysitting to my bro's son, Asyraf. Yesterday he turns to 4 months old.

This little baby is so aggressive, charming, etc. His cheeks as if mentioned "please kiss harder / bite 'grrrrrrr'ly here". He likes it when i pick him up and bring him to have a tour  at my own house.

i haven't sleep yet from last night. Hence i am sleepy as hell right now. Here are the latest pictures of that little man.

Here's the tough guy

After tired jumping & jumping & jumping

He suddenly sit like that. 

He lose to me in term of sleeping.

i want to share a secret with u guys, this baby will sleep everytime i dukung him for a while~ He's the other 'rabbit' (Chinese's zodiac) in the house after me.


Okay, i really am sleepy. Later guys.


Wslm

Kuala Lumpur International Airport (KLIA)

Assalamu'alaikum

I'm updating this blog here in Kuala Lumpur International Airport (KLIA). i have luxury to do so due to my arrival at boarding room 3 hours ahead of my flight schedule, meaning that i came here at KLIA earlier than i expected, wayyy too early, but its a good thing. i can relax myself after a tiring journey.

Okay, earlier this morning, around 12 am, i'd spent my time at Kamal's Corner with Daus & Zamey. I haven't had dinner, so i invited them to join me, also can be treated as a 'farewell' occasion i guess. We spent over 2 hours of our 'cerita kedai kopi' moment there *kinda gay by using 'our...moment' with coupled of dudes*

i woke up at 6.30 am, do all necessary things (shalat, take bath, etc..). My initial plan was using bus (Seranas) from Section 7 to Section 2, proceeded with bus (u80) to KL Sentral and continued with bus to KLIA. Overal will be 3 buses and the total cost of transportation will be RM 13.50 (Section 7 to KLIA).

i started with the 1st bus around 8 am, continued by 2nd bus around 8++ am. Thank God that today is Chinese New Year's holiday so the road is i can say as 'crystal clear' which took only about 30 minutes from Section 2 to KL Sentral. Its a huge relief to me but here's come the worst part. i just realize that the road path around KL Sentral changed a bit, also there's a bit changes in the surroundings too.

i just noticed that monorail is being under maintenance or upgrade or i don't know what happen, all i managed to see was monorail's area is closed ('they' already install fencing on that area). Apart from that, this new 'under construction' building next to KL Sentral almost complete maybe.

usually dozens of buses will parks here

it was like entering some remote tunnel

there's a light at the of the tunnel, means don't stop when you're not done yet

As usual, i walk to KL Sentral by foot, but then, there's not many people taking same way with me, but i wonder maybe its still holidays or maybe i came too early, so i just let it be. Suddenly i'd been shocked when i saw KL Sentral is also undergoing some renovation works.

i was like 'how long have i been away from this world ???'

Then again, i thought that i'd made a huge mistake by not using KTM in the 1st place, but hey, i'm already here at the Sentral, so i just move on and try to think of another solution while following other people to i don't even know where. The only things left there is a bunch of taxi drivers and few buses to Low Cost Carriageway Terminal (LCCT).

Again, i was like 'am i on the right track ?' 

Fortunately i am on the right track. Then i felt relieved a bit but there's goes another problem, which is 'where can i find bus to KLIA'. Then i made up my mind and 'sacrifice' myself by using KLIA Ekspres (train that connects KL Sentral and KLIA) and i'm ready for the cost (which i thought maybe around RM 20). I was wrong, it costed RM 35 and i was crying my in my heart. The main reason i want to use bus is because i'm broke.

Tada~

Again, i just accepted my fate and use that train. For your information aka fyi, its my 1st time using that train. Somehow i kinda like that train. Travel time from sentral to airport is only 28 minutes (normally about an hour or less by using bus). i also felt like Johnny Depp in "The Tourist", such a distressful journey that i don't even manage to 'take my time' there.

So here i am, checked in 3 hours earlier then the actual schedule. i won't regret it because i have many time to spend, able to charge both my phone and laptop, manage to publish this entry, and have better time to see things around.

Anyway, i guess i have to stop here because i have other things to do. So, see y'all at the other part of the world, which is Borneo, a world's living paradise. Ohya, there's an old English couple sit next to me just now, they're such a happy couple.

Here i am, updating my blog

P/s: Ticket's attendance is so pretty. Aiyoo, will u marry me? Haha, she'll definitely say NO to me.



Wslm

Finally...

Assalamu'alaikum

Finally... i've completed my fifth semester at UiTM Shah Alam yesterday. Phew, i was here since July 2009 and now my journey is about to reach its 2nd final stage (final stage is convocation), which is the final semester. Lets talk about my final semester in future.

Finally... i can feel a bit relief after all this exam session. Overall, i did all the papers with my best to date capacity (for this semester's period), which i'd say quite disappointed (due to lack of revision, lack of self discipline, despite having huge advantages on the gap between my papers). Anyway, i hope that i'm not repeating any subject at all.

What past is past, all we can do is take a lesson from it 

-usually be said after taking exams-

I play a lot, less studies, have low coursework's marks 

-usually be said after knowing the result-

I'll change my study plan, work smarter, discipline myself 

-usually be said at the beginning of the semester-

Finally... i can go back to Miri after 5 tiring months tomorrow (Tuesday: 1315 hour), spend some quality time with family and friends, also spend some time for executing my thesis / dissertation / final project (different term used in different universities) whereby the primary data will be collected in Miri, and so on.

Finally... i'm going back using MAS' plane this time. Hopefully there's special gift for the Chinese New Year, a dragon's doll will do. Kih3~

Xin Nian Kuai Le

Finally... i think maybe i'd sleep at airport tonight. As usually, i had a flightophobia syndrome that enable me to have many unnecessary thoughts such as i'll miss my flight due to the traffic condition or maybe oversleep till noon,  i'm taking wrong flight, poor weather condition while flying, etc. Yup, its among my biggest problem.

The flightophobia 

-a term that i've created some time ago, that can be defined as negative inferior feelings or behaviors or expressions occurs in respective amount of period, before reaching the intended destination, by using plane- 

Finally... i think that's it for this entry. i want to rest a bit before start packing things later. InsyaAllah we'll meet again later Shah Alam.


Wslm.

Sunny Sunday...

Assalamu'alaikum

Hm, nothing spesel today. Pagi smpai petang ni pun hari still panas. Agaknya Mesia tgh musim Summer skrg ni.  Hari ni mmg aku plan nk rehat2 kn tubuh & minda yg dh 'lesu' slps bbrapa paper bjaya dtempuhi.

Lps solat Asar td aku lma dok tmenung tgk langit. Subhanallah,  ciptaan Allah mmg indah.

Next paper aku 22 Jan nti, means ada tggal 6 hari ni lgi utk aku stdy sbjek Professional Practice II tu. Syukurlah test nti ktorg dibekalkn dgn Standard Form PWD 203 (2007) & PAM (2006). So kalau dh lpa sgt nti, bley la salin blk je related clauses, pastu goreng la scukup rsa, slagi rsa nk mgorengnya nti. InsyaAllah paper ni x mcm paper PM aku yg screwed tu. Tawakkal je la kn, dh usaha spenuhnya pun, diiringi dgn doa gak slalu.

So hri ni aku just baring je lma2. X pgi senam2 petang etc, just baring2 je dlm blk. senam pun swaktu solat & pgi turun bli makanan je. Pastu baring semula (tp skrg ni aku mnaip smbil duduk). Pastu layan la youtube yg love related, haaa. Jgn memain, muka aku je nmpak cm bparut2, tp dlm hati ni ibarat kain putih yg mnunggu utk dcontengi dgn warna2 cinta je lgi. Hahahaha. Ntah mna aku bleh dpt pk ayt poyo cmni. Pedulilah kn. Pastu, ada 1 short film ni yg berjaya mnaikkn mbuakn prasaan cinta yg tlh 'tidur' sketika dlm diri ni. Haa.

Tajuk short film ni Signs (tanda2)

Khidupan mamat ni lbh kurg cm aku jgak la, xda awek. Pastu slalu je pkiran melayang2 bgaikn layang2 yg tputus talinya. Bnda ni aku tgk lps mmber aku post kt profile fb die (sblm aku deactivate account) bbrpa hari yg lalu. Sweet awek dlm ni. Xla cantek yg cantek, tp sweet. Ntah la, korg tgk la sndiri.

Pastu aku pun layan tagged, twitter, blogs, semua tu. Pastu aku tgk la blk gmbar2 kt tagged tu, ksian je, mcm tbengkalai stlh skian lma, kbykn gmba2 dr 'zaman jepon' dlu. So aku pun upload la gmbar2 baru. Sedang upload gambar2 baru tu la aku dok tgk album2 dlm laptop ni. Mmg berjuta2 kenangan la dlm stp gambar.

Xckup dgn tu, aku pgi plak layan lagu2 rakaman (sblm ni, aku slalu rakam nyanyian2 sdiri bla karok, just utk kenangan2 sdiri, contohnya masa2 mcm td tu, bleh la feel sorg2 nti), ada part2 tu aku malu la kn. Yela, awl2 tu mmg plek la nyanyian tu (skrg da ok skit rsanya), tp knangan2 kt situ la mmg amat2 priceless (Incubus ada lagu btajuk 'Priceless' ni dlm album 'A crow left of the Murder').

Layan pnya layan, skrg da pkol 7.15 mlm. So dh nk masok waktu Maghrib. So nti2 la aku update kt sni lgi.


Happy Sunday guys & good luck exam.



Wslm.

Please...

Assalamu'alaikum

Lately we all busy doing our own stuffs. Sometime, at certain points, i don't feel that well. That is referring to the treats i get. Some of them do get me wrong quite some time.

I humbly want to state it clearly that i am here, these days, to this point (God's will, till the rest of my life), with all my might, trying to be a better person that have 'soul' (religiously), can be depending on, etc (all better man stuffs) in order to prepare myself for my upcoming days.

Please, i am asking u if i make any mistake, please do correct me (hopefully in a manner ways). I do have dark spots in my life that certain people might unable to give their forgiven to me, but it's their rights & it's my fault. That's why i am too scare to repeat the same unreasonable thing again & again.

Please bare with me, please be with me, please pray for me, please help me, please & please & please... Lets us together do what we're supposed to do. Please don't think me as useless bargain, please be honest with me. I've tried & keep trying. I do everything i can / able to be this 'better person' man. Yes, i'm 25 soon but it doesn't that i'm too late to change. I start to play sports, i start to lowers my ego (small person do have huge ego), i start listening what others says, i start to leave behind all unnecessary things (smoking, etc), and all, i did & keep doing it, just to be a better person.

Changing is not easy as it seems. I do feel pain, lots of pain, but i keep enduring it, keep hiding it, so people won't realize how pain i am. Thank God, my prayers had been answered and replied, maybe only a portion of it, but eventually it will be more to come, enough for making me glad and thankful, and blessed for all things i've been given.

Please, i need your support & thank you for everything.

Wa'alaikumussalam.


*This is dedicated to people who read this. Thank you.

Sources: Google

Applied Studies I

Assalamualaikum.

Tiba2 teringat kt group applied ktorg sbab tym2 ni biasanya tgh nebes2 smbil buat keja cepat2 utk siapkn task utk dsubmit keesokan harinya. Xpalah, entri kli ni tribute utk korg2 yg sporting & best2 ni, skali dgn 'projek' kita.

Kt Gallery Alam Impian

Muka2 lps presentation. 

Pintu depan Gallery

Front view (right corner)

Front view (left corner)

Actual site (construction in progress)

Right view

Above view (right corner)

Rear view (left corner)

Front View (intermediate)

Left View

Front view (whole section)

Rear view (right corner)

Tapak projek Alam Impian (bkn tapak projek dlm muvie Senario)

Window Media Player tgh running time edit entri ni, tiba2 la plak lagu Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone bkumandang. Mmg kna sgt la feeling ni. Haha, nais!

Terima kaseh bebanyak kt korg spanjang kita b'sama2 utk semester 5 ni (n sterusnya smpai bila2). Mintak maap bebanyak gak atas kekurangan aku sepanjang sbjek ini berlangsung. Semoga utk Applied Studies II nti kta dpt group yg cmni or lbh baik lgi dr yg ni. Anyway. Good luck utk final guys, smoga kita semua dpt result yg flying colours! Aminnn.

Wslm.

Just a simple 'Hi'

Assalamualaikum.

Its been like approximately 6 crucial weeks since my last update. Hm, there's so many thing that i want to share, yet i don't know where to begin with. Did i mentioned about my newborn nephew (its not that new, i think he's almost 3 months already) ? Okay, lets start with the baby.

Remember that i always said about "Komeng" (refer previous entries) ? Alhamdulillah , he's been delivered to this world (in surgical method) on 30th September (if i'm not mistaken). His name is Mohamed Asyraf Bin Mohamed Abbasyarie (a bit envy here, my bro already has his own child).

With Amirul (my 1st and oldest nephew), Asyraf's 1st month

His 2nd months (geram ok tgk gmbar ni, rsa nk gigit je Asyraf kuat2)

Wrestling with Mr. Teddy ! (pic taken on 19th Dec)

I think Asyraf look different from time to time, he's evolving rapidly to become handsome like his beloved Uncle Kachak (me).

At the same time, my lil' sister is pregnant for about 26 weeks already. This time i called the her baby (insyaAllah estimated to be delivered at earlier March 2012) as Kuntum. My instinct keep telling me that my sister will get a baby girl.

Pic taken on 7th Dec. She's pretty as always. 

I have mixed feeling (happy, sad, worry, excited, etc) every time i see her pic. InsyaAllah she will be in Miri this coming January (until settle with her 'pantang bersalin').

To tell the truth, i am truly struggling myself to be patient until next 24th January (flight to Miri). I just want to be in Miri. That's all. Wrestling with Asyraf, teasing Amirul, communicating with Kuntum (through my sis lah), spend my quality time with mom, dad, siblings, cousins and everyone there. Also lepaking at 'RnR' with 'ahli korum' la kn. Hahaha.

But before that, there's final exams waiting ahead of me.

This semester 's schedule

Yup, i only have this 4 subjects. If people think this is unfair, my answer is simple:

"I've studied at DIPLOMA level for SIX semesters, starting my degree FROM semester ONE, TAKEN several subjects EARLIER (i do struggled  for PREVIOUS semesters) and the good news is, InsyaAllah my LAST semester will be SAME as others"

So does this still look unfair to you? Think logically buddies. But, not to worry, thankfully i will be 19 this coming year :p

Anyway, InsyaAllah i'll update about SAF, class trip, etc. in my next 'sweet time' (one of my lecture always said "... during your own 'sweet time'... " in economic's class).

Happy holidays, happy revising things, GOOD LUCK in exam and see you soon.

Wslm.