noob

it is better being a noob / naive rather than know things that u shouldn't have to, things that u can't handled with u're bare mind. trust me, i prefer being part of the noobies, but i really don't even know y did i dare to know in the 1st place. eager it is. pure human i am. hate it when things turn this way. shuhhh 3x, away with it, leave my mind / memory alone.

untittled

Assalamu'alaikum

My back pain is killing me

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Somehow...

Peace be upon you

i don't even know what is happening to me currently.

Somehow my heart feel like its going to explode when ever i see her. 

Somehow i feel glad hearing things from her. 

Somehow i've been warmed by her presence.

Somehow i love it when she's teasing me the way do. 

Somehow i'm trying to cover my blushing face in front of her.

Somehow i'm unable to make eye contact with her.

Somehow i'm patiently waiting her for noticing me.

Somehow i'm happy when she's talking with me.

Somehow i'm avoiding things that she hates.

Somehow i'm feel like i want to become tougher in front of her.

Somehow i'm seeing myself in many places with her.

Somehow she's included in my prays.

Somehow i'm hoping the best for her.

There are many 'somehow' happening to me when ever, where ever, she's on my mind. Its been so long since i had these feelings. i'm not making all these up, but sincerely what i feel these days.

Hopefully Allah will blessed me with someone like her, or better than her. After all, Allah knows what's the best for me.

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Peace be upon you all

farewell Pinky

Assalamu'alaikum

Just want to farewell to little Pinky, which already lost her ability to produce sound partially (only 1 went wrong).

Little Pinky

You served me well my dear. You deserved to take a loooooooong break.



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another friday

Assalamu'alaikum

Yeap, its been almost 2 weeks since my last update. i'm having a little bit of problems to 'write' for my next entries (after the "Babysitting") which some of it is run out of ideas, had a little time to browse the internet (just finished whole 3 seasons of 'Lie to Me' series), and my keyboard is partially broken after being clawed by my cat ('Si Kuning' damaged approximately 9 buttons of this keyboard).

Okay, back to this entry. i voluntarily follow my old man doing his works today. Last time i help my old man with his jobs was last mid year, which i also felt a bit nostalgic before.

Miri Crude Oil Terminal (MCOT), its been ages since i passed this areas

* i'm holding myself patiently while typing using this keyboard, its ruining my mood actually *

Lemme see, ya, old man having a job at Kampung Pulau Melayu, making a small detached store room for his client.   Its been so long that i haven't working using those tools like hammer, saw, things that seen in 'half life' game (kinda look like nail remover or the like), ladder, etc, u name it. My job was simply lifted stuffs like 4" x 2" x 12ft rafters etc., removed nails from that rafter, and holds the rafter while old man & bro doing their stuff. The thing was, i broke the hammer while removing the nails. Haha, still having problem in adjusting my power lately, you know, holidays make me stronger i guess.

But before that, we've bought some fishing gears before head to work. Our initial plan is to fish after finished our targeted percentage of completion today.

1 thing you must bare in mind if working with them, that is you must withstand the condition of not eating or drinking until the works is done. Its not like they're prohibited, but its more like they get used to that situation and i forgot about it. So, i didn't bring any water and it caused my throat to be dry as Sahara while i'm sweating as if its raining.

We didn't finish our job our job today due to lack of working materials and unforeseen things. So we head back to the supplier before its closed.

* Currently i'm sulking by 'something'. i hate this part when i rather not getting 'thing' i want, just to show (indirectly) that i am sulking the minute after i didn't get that 'thing' in the first place. You don't wanna make me sulk, i meant it. i'm not sulking by any part of this entry, but by 'something' else while writing this *

After settled with the supplier, old man got a phone call from my eldest bro, saying that he's accident.

* Old man just returned from Kuching's general hospital  earlier last month due to his health condition. He also spent his last year's Aidiladha at Miri's general hospital due to some health problem. So any shocking news should be avoided or should be said slowly & calmly *

Old man had shocked a bit but bro said his okay, so it reduced the tensed. Bro's motorcycle being 'pushed' by a car at the middle of traffic jam (around 5.30 pm).

* Traffic condition will get 'ugly' every workdays from before 7 am - pass 8 am on morning and around 5 - pass 6 pm afterwards at Pujut 7's roundabout till Permyjaya *

We've arrived at the scene and thankfully bro just having slight injuries, same with his motorcycle. The other party agreed to pay for workshop's bill and compensation to the injuries. They managed to pay and its a win-win situation, both parties satisfied and case closed.

i pity the other party because she had a flight to catch at 7 pm but trapped in this mess, which caused her to cancelled that flight. Heard that she & her two friends (also arrived at the scene) all trapped in accidents this week (its 3 accidents separately). Its totally not their best week i guess.

Another thing is i just got a call from my sis, she's just arrived at LCCT and picked by her husband. Alhamdulillah that she's safely arrived there.

So, insyaAllah i'll update more later.



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Little incident...

Assalamu'alaikum

There's an incident occurred last midnight. While me & fellow housemates having some chit chat, Boboy (cat with gangster face on) came in (my room) and wandering at window like he usually does. Few times previously he almost fall outside from that window, but tonight, he indeed falls outside.

Without further thinking, i suddenly stand u and rush toward the door and run to ground floor (our house is at 1st floor) as fast as i can supported with an adrenalin rush, bare footed, and immediately searching for Boboy. Luckily he still safe at the window's lintel (small area, but enough to hold him for a while). Later my roomate pulled him inside.

Last month (mid), Boboy still small

After being scolded, last month.

Today, he turns into a monster.

Boboy's new accompany, the Duo Sista (Gegirl 1 & 2)

Adrenalin rush really tire me. Phew. What a night !


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Totally SCREWED !

Assalamu'alaikum

Today is totally not my day. Definitely not mine. Anyway, 1st of all, i already deactivated my facebook account due to some circumstances. There's things that i don't want to see in it. On the other hand, i'm back to tagged, though its not active like i'm with twitter,  but ya, here i am, tagged. i feel a bit leisure there, plus doesn't have to see earlier mentioned event.

Okay, back to the main topic, which is today's entry. Yeap, i am totally screwed ! Nailed to the bottom of the wood. Ok, today we just sit for our 3rd paper which is Project Management 2. Naturally i should be able to withstand this paper. Unfortunately, under certain circumstances, i barely able to answer the questions. We've been given 6 questions, but only answer 4 of it.

How on earth that i can miss the question (no 3) that i am quite 'fluent' to begin with, the motivation's theories. What the Junub (wtf) !  All just because of that "philosophies of human nature". I was like 'what the devil is philosophies of human nature'? Earlier i tried to answer that question with all that Maslow & McGregor crap, but i'm afraid it is not 'human nature'. Just because of that term (human nature), i've lost 15 marks (i might not get full 15, but at least i can get some points from it).

Therefore, i answer question 2 that i've forgotten the arrangement of all those managerial grid leader. Now i really put my blame on you Mr. Blake & your friend, Mr. Mouton. Your theory is killing me okay. i knew about country club leader etc, but i only know some of it. i think i only get around 5 marks out of 25 marks provided for question 2 (only if the lecturer is good enough to give marks, if not, maybe got only 1 / 25). Not forget to mention, question on Facility Management also i got it wrong. Hish !

To tell the truth, i wasted my time studying recruitment, Human Resources Management and other craps. Things get even messier when i read question 4, that is on Environmental Management System's component. Again, burnt my 15 marks there. The only question i confident with my answer is question 3 and parts of question 6 (Ishikawa & Deming's theory).

Dear God, i am praying to u right now. Please make me pass this subject. I don't know how but u are the Mighty One, capable of doing everything (Done, the its Done). Thank You God.


Yours screwedly,
Si Kachak~


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Did it again...

Assalamu'alaikum

These days i always left / lost my things scattered all over the places. Which place? i do not know which it is or where it is. They're just gone *Puffff* missing like a shinobi doing their ninjutsu skills.

My fav shinobi

Latest 'event' is i lost my Construction Economics (yesterday's exam) paper. i realized it when my roomate asking bout that exam, right after i'm back home.

 i was like 'Owww Emmm Jayyyy' 

i still don't know why this happened to me but i can assure u that this is not the best thing to do. How am i supposed avoid this kinda 'event' from occurring again in the future?


Anyway, off to Etihad Stadium to watch MCFC v LFC.


Never Walk Alone


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10...

Assalamualaikum

Mlm td pnya ssh nk tdo, perut trasa mcm dpicit dgn 'bare hand', rsa mcm kna spell 'crucify' oleh Voldemort. Apa2 lah. 2 hari lg nk 2nd paper dh *ni bulan peperiksaan*.

Hm, basically hri ni dh 10 bln aku mjalani khidupan yg sehat, technically ni tahun ke 2 aku berlaku sedemikian. Alhamdulillah, so far so good.

Ada la jgak kdg2 tmimpi isap rokok. Pastu trs t'bangun n tgk2 cuma mimpi (ni diklasifikasikn sebagai mimpi yg ngeri gak, sbab aku trs t'bangun).

Ohya, tarikh ni gak sbg indicator yg adik aku dh 10 bln bgelar isteri org (aku brenti rokok selang beberapa hari slps adik nikah). Kalau ikutkn mmg nk brenti be4 adik nikah, tp kbiasaannya waktu2 cmtu la rokok ada d mna2, so aku decide nk brenti lps tu je *alang2 mcm 'bachelor party' la kn, tp utk rokok*

Orait, sat g aku nk trun memBaarra dlu utk sarapan + lunch.

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Sakit pewut kamex

Assalamualaikum

Beberapa ketika sblm ni, aku ada bli se-tin susu tepung Anlene  (utk kalsium pe ntah) sbab kandungan fosforus kah apa yg dlm tulang aku ni kurg la kn. tp xleh la aku nk mkn ubat gigi (walaupun ada kalsium florida kt situ). So aku bli la susu tepung ni dgn harapan tulang temulang aku agar berat mngikut standard piawaian tulang manusia normal.

Ok lah, aku fast forwardkn crita ni sbab aku ngntok n perut ni asek meragam je, sgguh x slesa. Cmni, rpa2nya, aku akn sakit perut stp kali minum susu (tepung) ni. So, sakit perut as in diarrhea ok. Adoi! Tu je nk share kli ni. Sgguh x slesa.


*Keluar masok jamban bbrapa kli dh*



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Rembat dr Google, tp aku bli sbijik cmni.