Lately we all busy doing our own stuffs. Sometime, at certain points, i don't feel that well. That is referring to the treats i get. Some of them do get me wrong quite some time.
I humbly want to state it clearly that i am here, these days, to this point (God's will, till the rest of my life), with all my might, trying to be a better person that have 'soul' (religiously), can be depending on, etc (all better man stuffs) in order to prepare myself for my upcoming days.
Please, i am asking u if i make any mistake, please do correct me (hopefully in a manner ways). I do have dark spots in my life that certain people might unable to give their forgiven to me, but it's their rights & it's my fault. That's why i am too scare to repeat the same unreasonable thing again & again.
Please bare with me, please be with me, please pray for me, please help me, please & please & please... Lets us together do what we're supposed to do. Please don't think me as useless bargain, please be honest with me. I've tried & keep trying. I do everything i can / able to be this 'better person' man. Yes, i'm 25 soon but it doesn't that i'm too late to change. I start to play sports, i start to lowers my ego (small person do have huge ego), i start listening what others says, i start to leave behind all unnecessary things (smoking, etc), and all, i did & keep doing it, just to be a better person.
Changing is not easy as it seems. I do feel pain, lots of pain, but i keep enduring it, keep hiding it, so people won't realize how pain i am. Thank God, my prayers had been answered and replied, maybe only a portion of it, but eventually it will be more to come, enough for making me glad and thankful, and blessed for all things i've been given.
Please, i need your support & thank you for everything.
*This is dedicated to people who read this. Thank you.